A fresh start?

After work yesterday I called my friends Liz and Linda to meet me at Applebees for drinks. I figured what else could I do with the $50 gift card my boss gave me. I had been craving a margarita so I had two on the rocks. After that I went home and showered and headed to Mr. Rocky's apt. Anyway, there was a chick there with Nemo (Mr. Rocky's roomate) when I got there.

We stayed up quite late writing down our goals on the back of a Domino's pizza ordering menu because I couldn't find anything else to write on.
Mr. Rocky's goals are as follows:
To become a journeyman, make more money, seriously play basketball, get a place together with me, make a little pumba with me, pay off his bills, spend time with his pino (godson) and renew his passport.

Mine are as follows: Pay off my car, pay off bills, play basketball & soccer, work out more, get down to business with school, do junior achievement volunteering, make a little pumba, marry Mr. Rocky, get a place with Mr. Rocky, save money for a house, pay off my laptop, spend more time with my god daughter/god son, get a passport, go on vacation to Mexico.

I was on the junior achievement volunteering goal when Mr. Rocky said he noticed that the most important ones weren't on my list. He was talking about getting a place together & making a baby, but at that point I wasn't done. Obviously those are two goals that I would really like to happen in 2009. They say that when a woman is ready to have a baby you should give one to her. I'm so ready. I know that Rocky would be an exceptional father and husband. We've talked about marraige and he says he can see doing that with me...but so far no proposal.

We were talking yesterday about him possibly moving to a different state to find more work. He said he would want me to move with him..but does this include a ring? I know things don't have to necessarily be done in order..but if we are talking about making a baby I would really like for that baby to be born into a marraige.

This morning he told me what was really bothering him yesterday. Apparently one of his guy friends named George went to the bar with his ex-girlfriend last night. His ex-girlfriend is so in love with Mr. Rocky still. I've never seen a woman act so desperate in my life. Anyway, Mr. Rocky and I spent the whole Christmas break together. This past Friday Rocky and I were at his apartment when George came in with his girlfriend Sarah. George doesn't exactly know that Mr. Rocky and I are together. And George is a big time instigator and wants to know everything kind of person. Anyway, I'm sure he told Jenny (Mr. Rocky's ex) about me being at Mr. Rocky's apt and what not. This is why Mr. Rocky was upset last night. Anyway, George spent the night at Mr Rockys apt last night and Mr Rocky is sure he's going to tell Jenny things about Mr Rocky and I. I feel that Mr. Rocky shouldn't care what his so called friend says and I really think that George isn't his friend if he's giving information to Rocky's ex-gf. That's just me. I'm not here to choose his friends either. I just really hope that he doesn't cause us any problems. I'm really just tired of all this drama already.

I'm ready for a fresh start in 2009.