So nervous...

I'm sitting in my room right now waiting on Rocky's phone call. He is at a BBQ with his friends and he's going to tell them that he's seeing me. I'm thinking they will probably tell him that I'm not good for him because of what happened between Rocky's friend Gonzo and I. He was supposed to go over there and then call me as soon as he was done. I texted him to tell him that I was ready to head out to the club and that was at about 9:50. He said he wanted to be over there a little after 10 and it's already 11. I'm tripping out. I called him about 10 minutes ago and he told me he would give me a call in a minute. It's been over a minute and I'm still here waiting.

Why do I feel so nervous? He loves me and I love him. If our love is really strong no matter what his friends tell him he will stick by my side. Right? How much influence can his friends opinions have on him? We had talked previously before he decided to talk to them that no matter if they liked the idea or not of me and him being together that it wasn't going to affect us. That he loved me and that is all that mattered.

I was at my moms house when he called me to tell me he was going to the bbq. After I got off the phone I got on my knees and prayed for him and for us. I know God will listen to my prayers so I really don't have anything to worry about. Right?

So all of this has me here venting to the only person/thing that can hear me at this moment. Oh how I wish he'd call me right now......