I'm sure of what I feel for Mr. Rocky. I'm in love with that man. He is my home, but at the same time I don't know why I think about Mr. Panda. Well maybe it's because he's been calling me at work and I answered the phone the other day and he of course proclaimed his never ending love for me even though we aren't together anymore.
Seriously, it's been more than 10 months that I broke up with Mr. Panda. He told me he loves me so much and that he will never find someone like me that I am and will always be the love of his life. Maybe thats what brings him into my mind? Because I feel good knowing that he can't get over me and that he still loves me? He called me again today and left me a voicemail messege acting like I'm his girlfriend and calling me "babe". I feel bad for him you know...I couldn't even wait for him to come back from Iraq...maybe things would of turned out different.
No, what am I saying? He did things that I didn't agree with. He tried to hold me back from shining bright.
I am happy with my life right now. I feel at peace with myself. The only thing I need to be completely balanced is to settle down with my man Mr. Rocky. We're going to Vegas in March and I am really excited for that. We need to spend some vacation time together. Our plan is to do a little vacationing...at least small trips here and there for at least six months and then settle down together. Get an apartment and make a baby!! I'm so ready to be a mother. :)
Cheers to the good life!
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
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